Virtual Diary: #Tiga

Kamu kemana? :(
Kamu kenapa ngilang?
Aku ada salah, ya?
Kenapa chatnya ga pernah di balas lagi?
Kenapa cuma di read doang?
Kenapa kamu ga pernah liat story-ku lagi?
Kamu juga ga nge-love postingan ku lagi.
Padahal aku tahu kamu ada di mana-mana.
Kamu ga kangen sama saat itu?
Saat kita ngobrol sampai lewat tengah malem?
Aku yang ngejauh?
Ya, kamu kan udah ada dia.
Yakali aku dengan gatau dirinya ngechat kamu kaya dulu. Chat yang receh, konyol dan ga penting.
Mungkin buat kamu aku ga penting, ya.
Ini bukan in a romantic-ways ya, tolong.
Aku cuma pengen kita kaya dulu.
Yang obrolannya selalu random.
Tapi kalau emang gabisa, ya ga papa.
Emang udah waktunya ya? :)

Minggu, 29 Oktober 2017
14:xx WITA

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