Virtual Diary: #Dua

20/09/2017
1:00 a.m., Malang

Tired, bukduchilsang in background, beautiful.

It really was hard, today. But in the end of the day, this 1:xx a.m., when I lay on my bed with the thoughts in my head about how the world works and the way it should works, I gave up all those thoughts and just think about one thing out of the blue: life is just beautiful.

It could be beautiful in a thousand ways. It will be as sparkle as firework and mesmerize everyone; or it will be just simply beautiful, like a mother's smile.

That, was beautiful.

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