Not The Same



So, this file was actually had been stored for a very-very long time. I wrote it in the early beginning of the year, when I just got back to college life. Yea, the second day, and I already had a crisis. If only you know how did that feel, you might just break apart. Anyway, just enjoy the feeling!!


I’m alone
Back alone
Not a single thing here
How come a mere difference makes tears down on our face?
Its just different
And it slits over the memory
And lengthens the time
There is no one
I'm cold by myself
A long run cant even escape the pain away
The reality just hurt deeper
Every step just get heavier.

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