the whole sky

Whatta crowded situation! People talk about anything; any random things. I trapped here, keep thinking about the strange thing. Tell me, am I weird? Am I a freak? Did being quiet in the crowd makes you weird? Did sing an old-fashioned song makes you weird? I can't even make them listen to the song I like. I don't want to force them. I never want to force what I believe, so that they believed it too. They have their own right and I respect that. But why can't they respect my choice? They really are strange people. Look, the things I want to tell you was not what I said myself. I got it from somebody else, too. I thank anyone who think about that and makes me could read their thought. What I knew is, if you're going to be weird, be confident about it.

Setelah berminggu-minggu, aku hanya akan menjadi sekilas mimpi di musim panasmu. Hanya sekejap dan akan terlupakan, menguap bersama panasnya cuaca atau menghilang bersama kemeriahan festival musim panas.

Buku. Saya suka membaca buku. Karena membaca adalah seluas-luas jagat raya, tempat petualangan tanpa batas. Tulisan. Saya suka menulis. Karena tulisan adalah sekuat-kuat jiwa dan raga, tempat mencurahkan segala rasa. Saya selalu suka.

Kamu tahu? Bahwa semua posting -an twitter, instagram, facebook, tumblr, dan segalanya adalah untuk memberitahumu semua tentangku; bagaimana hariku, bagaimana kabarku, apa yang terjadi padaku. Meskipun pada akhirnya tetap saja tiada kabar darimu.

There were once the hunchback and the fool. They work for a prosperous merchant. The hunchback worked as movers and the fool worked as accountant. None of them seem to put a good, sincere effort for him, though they were polite enough on his eyes. The hunchback and the fools' relation was always in a proper term, but not close enough to be called good. Too many games played, too many power involved. They compete to control the merchant, because they thought that the merchant is just trash without them. Both of them were confident with their ways. Each of them believe that somehow they managed to fool another. The hunchback believe that he had fool the fool that he was humpbacked and suffered of his fate. He have nothing but strength. He was amused by the way the fool keep encouraging him that his humpbacked fate would have their own good side, which is his strength. None that the fool knew that the hunchback told the merchant once that the fool had deceive the merchant with accou...

In those long awaited semester, you struggle to make a phone call. You struggle with differrent time-zone. You struggle to catch up with what is upon him. All those fights. All those struggles. You feel so alive to fight for him. That should be the best could ask from you. Yet you still fight everything for him. 'Cause he more than worth it.

I can't always forever be like this. I know. I can't forever loving you this way. If one day you settle down, I shall not be like this anymore. I can't love you anymore. I could have no dreams of you anymore. I could imagine no future for us. Not any single prayer is proper for you anymore. I want you to be my only one; and I want to be your only one. But what if we aren't for each other?